"I enjoy controlled loneliness. I like wandering around the city alone. I’m not afraid of coming back to an empty flat and lying down in an empty bed. I’m afraid of having no one to miss, of having no one to love."
"Over twenty people have asked me today if I’m okay, and the god damn truth is I’m no where near okay. And I swear to God if one more fucking person tells me that everything happens for a reason, I’m going to lose it. Because no, everything doesn’t happen for a reason. Why would there be a reason for a 15 year old to be killed and taken away so young? Why did his life end so early? He doesn’t even get the chance to walk across the fucking stage in 3 years. It’s not fucking fair. & You can tell me God has a plan and this and that, but there is no reason it happened. No explanation as too why he had to die. The truth is that life just fucking sucks sometimes. And it’s sure as hell not fair."